Wow, you can feel like a little bug about to be crushed. Your mood can swing from intense bliss to the depths of despair in a moment. Your heart can literally feel like it's crumbling into your stomach. It's hard not to hate in times when other people rain on your happy parade! Remember that you really have no idea what happened in the other person's day/life that might have lead to this boiling point. It is NOT your fault (even if they try to convince you it IS), accept that it is what it is - then MOVE FORWARD! I always start fresh the next morning - no matter what happens the day before, how shitty I might feel, how terrible another person's energy might have been. I shake myself off and wake up the next day still shinning, still lighting a path of love and peace for those who choose to see it. You WILL find yourself in the company of darkness sometimes, you can not escape it - it is part of this reality but what you DO with it is TOTALLY Up to you. You can let it EAT you, until yo have nothing left to give to yourself of anyone else - OR you can literally SHAKE it off your soul! Scream, yell, cry and then ~BREATHE~ACCEPT and move on. What are the other alternatives? Sit around festering hate until it becomes apart of you - illness - pain - darkness - Who wants to this? Not me.
Today is a new day - it's a beautiful day so lets say: I am the same person I always have been and that person is perfect and complete, dark souls do not affect me because I am LIGHT - I am LOVE - all it well.
~Blessings~
Stef
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